If I could return to the past to relive a part of my life, I would like to go to my high school years. When I was in the second year of high school, there was a boy who always caught my eyes.
I hardly chatted with him. I was not a shy girl and chatted with other boys and girls a lot. I remember I had several chances to talk to him, but I couldn’t. In front of him, I was completely paralyzed.
I went to school by bus every day and he usually went to school by bicycle. Only on rainy days, did he use the bus. Only on rainy days, was I able to see his face and hear his voice in the bus. It was my little pleasure. I would pray for rain every day in those days.
When I passed him in the hallway at school, that moment, that a few seconds, made my day. I felt happy for the rest of the day.
I regret never saying anything to him. If I could go back to those days and say something to him, I would say, “I really like your smile.”